Sometimes we are given difficulties in order to understand: “Do we need this? Sometimes we break down and give up because the task is impossible, or we just don’t feel like moving forward.
Why? Because there is no strength in solitude. Recently there have been difficult situations in my life that not only made me lose heart, but I started to lose my mind! I’ve never felt that way before … And when things stabilized, it seemed like I didn’t need it anymore. This year, I got goals that I couldn’t think about before, but that’s what started to break me. For a long time I couldn’t figure out what was going on, and when I closed myself a bit and “revisited” everything that was going on, I realized that my “bar” and plans for this life were so high that I was burning out. And this all happened because only I had exhausted myself, but tested my strength. I realized that I can’t just overcome difficulties, everything has to be done step by step. Together with these goals I got a vision for my life only with a positive, whatever it may be. After every tantrum with tears – I smiled and said to myself “Everything will be okay, no matter what.
And everything we have is not an accident, but an impossible and difficult work for ourselves. And as trite as it may sound, a person needs a person. And everyone definitely has one!
I would like to make more friends in a new country, to have more communication, because it is good for me. Being closed, like most people in Belgium, isn’t natural for me, unfortunately.